Saturday, March 21, 2009

Discordian spread on 21st March

Discordian spread on 21st march 2009, 9.45 PM
Wholly molly. Gives me the jeepers.

1. Central Card: Right where I'm sitting now: Confusion
Mythical perception: The Mandalabyrinth. Indeed I have no clue whatsoever where my life is leading me, all I can do is walk on and on and see what happens after next corner.
2. Lower Left card: the way the world influences me: Chaos
Sensorial perception: A Pale horse. Blinded by the light. Is it fear is it happiness will I smile or will I be blue?
3. Upper left card: obstacles ahead: Discord
Psychical expression: The Architect. At first I had no clue, but now i realize I have already shot down the inner voice. Saturn is numb, which might be one of the interpretations of the creator of inner worlds.
4. Lower right card: The way I affect the world: Bureaucracy
Sensorial digestion: The Shaman. This is so fitting, I once compared the hunter-gatherers who throw rocks at the magnificent sabretooth tigress down in the valley and then ran back to 'their' caves with 'their' wives and 'their' kids. I compared them with the village shaman who goes down the valley and walks together alongside the stream with the fierce tigress, respecting each other's freedom.
5. Upper right card: Possible outcome: Aftermath
Psychical digestion: The World. Sky is the limit… it all start to fit like jigsaw pieces, all effects and causes and it all fits.
No need to try anything, for the first time everything just happens. I'm immensely grateful for my last visit to Chapel Perilous. Something came back this time. Synchronicity has become an organ.

It dawns all cards are from three higher levels in the 8-circuits of consciousness… soundtrack: 'The wonder of you' by department S. Sounds a bit like the soundtrack from Twin Peaks.

Monday, March 09, 2009

Discordian spread on 8th March

Yesterday I pulled cards from my personal neurotarot, which I designed during Antero Alli's Astrologik course at the Maybe Logic Academy. The complete set and the explanations can be freely downloaded in  Maybe Quarterly, issue 7.
Frightingly accurate right now.

1. Middle card: the present  situation. Confusion.
'The Queen of Wants' (Emotional expression)
I'm full of wanting and emotion right now. But hedonism gave birth to guilt. Will binds us to its object. Without the power of love will has no power.
2. Lower left card:  how the world influences me. Chaos.
'Bat Kol' (Spiritual perception)
The voice from before the big bang calls to return home. 'The best things in life are not things'. Back to my roots.
3.Upper left card: the obstacles ahead. Discord.
'The Chameleon' (Social expression)
I have lost myself in layers upon layers of masks. I have to cease to  adapt all the time, and just be myself and make the best out of it.
4. Lower right card: how I influence the world. Bureaucracy.
'The Wheel of Fortune' (Social digestion)
Causality. Everything I do has its consequences. Insight and humility is needed. Caution for every step all the way.
5. Upper right card: the possible outcome. Aftermath
'The Architect' (Psychic expression)
Metaprogramming. Ultimately, if I start from my will (and let love feed it), and return to my roots, and am able to lay off the masks, and take my decisions with caution, then I shall finally become the master of my own game.

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